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Monday, January 30, 2012
Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year.
12:19 AM From this week on, it's all about new beginnings. Changing my phone tomorrow, moving house in February. Time to leave the past in the past. Time to let go and move on. I guess its gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry and let go of some things I love to get to the other side. I guess it's gonna break me down, like falling when you're trying to fly. It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye. Goodbye. xx Sunday, January 29, 2012
All the love's still there, I just don't know what to do with it now.
8:27 PM Okay it's been really long since I last updated.. I've been busy and lazy, I'M SORRY. CNY this year was pretty quiet. I still got a pretty decent amount of ang pao money though, I think? I don't really know what's considered decent. I don't think I got that much? But I'm contented!! :) SO ANYWAY, Hui Juan, Joel, Yue Keat, Evelyn, Kimmy and her boyfriend came over yesterday for a BBQ! It's been a long time since I've met them. I HAVE MISSED THEM LIKE CRAZY. Last night was really great and one of the best BBQ we've had. I'm really glad we have been keeping our yearly BBQ tradition. It's amazing, no matter how little we meet in a year and how busy we all are, we manage to stay best friends. I love them and I hope that we'll still be as close ten, twenty, even thirty years later. :) Today, had lunch at my cousin's baby shower. I can't believe I'm an aunt already!! :O She's so adorable. :) Only 3 weeks old! After lunch we went to Sean and Sophie's place, along with Ervin, Shevaun, Daniel, Rachel, Cristel, Gabriel, and Michael. Annual CNY meet up! :) I'm really glad that this is the bunch of people I grew up with. :) We've watched each other grow up, it's amazing how much we have all changed! Ervin, Sean, Gabe and Daniel are already about to enter NS! Sigh, we really are all growing up. :') CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM SHAVED. HAHA. (Sean's already shaved though!) Two great days with two great groups of people. I'm contented. Great CNY. Going to get back to doing my work now. Goodnight. xx Saturday, January 21, 2012
This goodbye feels permanent.
11:47 PM So, the crazy week's over! :) I guess time really passes quite quickly. Though I hope these 3 days will last a little longer! Our small break, before hell starts again! Just a couple more weeks to go before our semester break! 2012 has just began and I'm already waiting for it to be over. I really want to fast forward time and take a peek as to where I will be this time next year. Hmm. I don't really have anything else to post, I think I'm just too tired. Goodnight. xx Sunday, January 15, 2012
How do you let it go when you just don't know what's on the other side of the door?
10:51 PM Phew, I have about an hour to blog, listen to music and relax before I have to sleep! It's going to be another tiring day tmrw. :( THESE FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN REALLY CONFUSING AND STRESSFUL FOR ME. I haven't been able to sleep or eat properly. My mum thinks I'm anorexic. I think I'm crazy. I'm losing my mind. Seriously, as if school's not stressful enough..... Goodnight. xx Wednesday, January 11, 2012
I'm tired of pretending, but I'm terrified of it ending.
12:12 AM So, I've been back in Singapore for almost a week now! I haven't been updating much because I've been really busy. Sorry! Will update more after next week. It's going to be a crazy 2 weeks! "You never know when you're gonna meet someone, and your whole wide world in a moment comes undone. You're just walking around then suddenly everything that you thought that you knew about love is gone, you found out it's all been wrong. All my scars don't seem to matter anymore, 'cuz they led me here to you. I know that it's gonna take some time. I've got to admit that the thought has crossed my mind, that this might end up like it should. I'm gonna say what I need to say and hope to God that it don't scare you away. I don't wanna be misunderstood, but I'm starting to believe that this might be the start of something good. " I know I usually don't share my favourite songs, but this song is the best song ever. So.... Start of Something Good - Daughtry. Listen. :) Goodbye. xx Sunday, January 1, 2012
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter, as long as I'm laughing with you.
9:31 AM I'm not sure if I'm ready to let go of 2011, although I know I don't have a choice either way. I'm left with six and a half hours of 2011 (Canadian time). This year has been a combination of ups and downs. The beginning of the year was pretty horrible. All the fights and sleepless nights.. I finally got myself together in June, that was when things started to look up. I have learnt a lot this year alone, it's been a bumpy ride but I got out alive. I can't say that I have my life under control, but I'm trying. This year has been confusing for me, but it passed by in a flash. In this year alone, I have met many new people, and gotten to know some well. I'm really grateful for the new friends I have made, and the friends that have stuck by me through the years. I really don't know what to say anymore, I have a feeling people are expecting some really emotional and soul exposing post about how impactful this year has been and how I am really looking forward to the new year. Or some long post about my new year resolutions, how I'm planning to keep them, and how I'm going to improve myself so much so that I'll finally be proud of myself. But I'm not. I don't much to say about this year, at least not in words. I'm emotional, that's for sure, but I guess everyone's gotta move on. I'm not going to say I'm ready for what the new year has to throw at me- I'm really not. I'm just ready to move ahead. I'm curious as to what this year has in store for me, and I'm glad that I'm not going to have to go through it alone. I'm afraid, that I'll admit. Changes are always frightening for me, even if it's just the change of the year on my calendar. Goodbye. xx |
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