You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground; ♥
SARA I like beautiful melodies telling me terrible things. Tumblr & October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, February 15, 2012 Someone please sing this love sick melody. 10:36 PM Hello guys, happy total defense day. HAHAHA. Bet many of you had no idea today is total defense day RIGHT? :p I had no idea either till Vinder told me yesterday... Hahaha. So I shall start blogging more so I don't have to update one whole big chunk at the end of the week.. Let's start with Tuesday. It was Valentines Day, as you all know. Was quite a good day actually, even without a date! :) School started at 11am, got back CRS test and project results. Both were actually kind of disappointing, but oh well, at least we still have our exams to pull us up! :) After CRS went for lunch and then to the library to study with Matt and Teng Yao. Shas and Vinder came a few hours later. We were in the library for like, close to 4 hours? I hardly studied though. SO PATHETIC RIGHT? Studying. On Valentines Day. Hahaha. It was fun though, kinda? Just talked a lot of nonsense for 4 hours. :O At 5, TY and I headed off to City Hall as we were supposed to go to Timbre @ Substation to meet some other friends. Guess how long we took to teach City Hall from school? TWO DAMN HOURS. Not even kidding! We took 518 and got stuck in a jam for ONE AND A HALF HOURS. It took us ONE AND A HALF HOURS to get to Novena, a journey that usually takes 20mins at most. So we gave up, got off at Novena and took the MRT down to Raffles Place. So earlier I said we were supposed to go to Timbre @ Substation right? Well there was some miscommunication and Mandy ended up in the one at Arts House instead HAHA. So yeah we dropped off at Raffles Place to walk there. Met Yi Ting, Sherman, Qin Xian, Anita, Mandy, Linsay and Michelle there. :) Such a random bunch of people right? Haha. So anyway, had an awesome Valentines Day with them! :) <3 Today I met Joel, Hui Juan and Yue Keat for our weekly lunch meet up. I'm really so thankful that we are able to meet up once a week for lunch despite our really busy schedules. :') I really love my best friends so much. I have no idea what I'd do without them. So, this afternoon I "forced" Joel to text XX first. SO HILARIOUS. Y'know us girls always fret and think WAYYY too much about texting a guy first and all. We have to think of a PERFECT excuse just to text the guy and stuff? IT WAS SO EYE OPENING LOOKING AT A GUY DO THE SAME THING. I really had NO idea guys felt this way too. Hahaha. Okay wait, I don't mean ALL guys feel this way, I know quite a number of guys who do not even think twice about texting a girl. I'm just saying that there ARE shy guys out there, and if you're dating someone like my best friend, you girls are going to HAVE to make the first move 'cuz there's NO WAY he's EVER going to do it. HAHA. Then again, if a guy doesn't text you it may just be because he's not interested at all. YOU SEE HOW HARD IT IS TO DECIPHER GUYS!? So guys, stop complaining that we are hard to understand, you guys are just as difficult to read. HOKAAAAY, moving on. So, exams are next week. I better start studying soon.. I always tend to leave studying to the last minute. Such a bad habit. These few weeks have been tough, with rapidly changing periods of ups and downs. Really, this isn't fun anymore. I'm getting tired. No wait, I AM tired. I really feel like being alone, but I'm also afraid of feeling lonely. I think I have always been afraid of feeling lonely and that's why for so many years I've been making all sorts of mistakes I shouldn't have made and hurting all sorts people I shouldn't have hurt, including myself. "I'm finding out in the hardest way the consequence of every mistake I've ever made. Baby, what's it like to be alone? I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know." I wish I was a bear so I could hibernate. Then again, winter's over.. So yeah. Maybe I'll fly over to Australia and hibernate during their winter? Since it's going to be winter soon? Okay that was lame. OH WELL. Hehe. Alright I shall stop here, this has been a really long post. Goodnight. xx
♥ I'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.