You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground; ♥
SARA I like beautiful melodies telling me terrible things. Tumblr & October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, March 1, 2012 We have gone our separate ways but we will meet up on another page, dont close the book on me. 10:35 PM So, THE EXAMS ARE OVER! :D Okay, they have been over since Tuesday but I just hadn't have the time to blog. I've been out a lot recently so I decided to come home earlier tonight, thus this post. Hahaha. I really no longer have any motivation to blog anymore, I'm too lazy!! So, I shall just blog about what I did after the exams as I'm too lazy to think back further haha. Tuesday, went for lunch w Grace, Anita, Michelle and Vinder @ Kungfu Paradise in Tampines! The food was quite good for the price we paid. Had my long awaited catch-up session with Grace! The last time we really spoke was in November, during MAAD. Gosh, so many things have changed since that day. Well then again, a lot can change in three months. Anyway, went home after lunch and the plan was for me to stay at home and rest.... But ended up meeting Evelyn and Hui Juan for dinner @ Far East and drinks @ Chips! :) Met Matt there too! Wednesday, met Hui Juan in town for lunch and some retail therapy! I spent about $200 in total on clothes yesterday. :( WORTH IT THOUGH. Was so happy, finally shopped after like two months! :D I still have to buy shoes, bags and books though.... >:( Oh, Shas and Vinder came to join us at Far East for awhile. At 6 HJ and I headed to City Hall to meet Joel and Yue Keat for dinner and drinks at Timbre! :) We left at about 8pm and headed over to Bedok macs to pass time as it was still quite early. I lost track of time and only left at 10:15! I got a shock when I looked at my phone and saw the time!! I was planning to reach home early or on time! Haha. Today, met Jeremy for lunch at 112 Katong! Haven't met him in probably two years? Had a great time catching up with him. See, who says ex-es can't be friends? :) Went home, played guitar to pass some time, and headed to Novena for dinner with guitar peeps! :) at about 8 I went over to Cineleisure to meet HJ and her other friends for awhile. Oh and I bought a new iPhone cover hehe. Walked to Dhoby Ghaut with them and took the MRT home! Tomorrow Joel, HJ and YK will be coming over to swim, eat lunch and then we will head over to ECP to chill and eat dinner! The perks of living next to the beach!! :) On the other hand, I rarely bother to walk over anyway... Hahaha. I predict that this holiday is going to be a VERY busy one. It is only 1st of March and I have already a million and one things planned! How to work like that?? :( _______ "Should've been much further than this by now, a little bit more gone, a little less twisted around. Should've been much better you'd think, but I'm not. I'm still stuck, I'm still here in this rut. I'm looking back on everything that we had, holding on to words that we can't take back. What am I to do with the past when it's all that I have and I can't get you back? Now I wait by the phone in the dark, drunk on hope. I'm so lost, I'm so alone and I just want you to know, everywhere that I go, I'm reminded of us. Where we've been, all we've done and all the love that we shared once. I remember you saying I was the one and nothing could change that, but you were wrong. It's funny how life turns on a dime. Now we don't even talk I just stare at these walls. Once, you made the world feel so right. Once, you were my morning, noon and night. Why'd we slip away? Why did it all change? How will I ever be the same?" Yes, those are lyrics. I feel so broken now. It's been 36 days since we last spoke. Putting up a strong front has been too tiring. I'm tired. I'm done acting like I'm fine not having you here with me anymore. It has been a rough month, I am really hoping things will get better. When you hit the bottom, be happy, 'cuz there's no where you can go but up. Right? I've been through enough to know that things will always get better, it's just the period between hitting the ground and actually lifting off and going up that's hard.. I will get through this. I don't believe our life is one book and that everytime something changes, a page is turned. I think that our life is like a series of books, and the page doesn't turn when something changes, a book is closed. Everytime a book is closed, there's another story waiting to be written. I'm still waiting. Goodnight. xx
♥ I'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.